**sigh**

love, no matter how deep, do has its limits. sad. but true. 

paahhhtteeeey!!

finally! something to look forward to! i'm just not sure if i deserve this yet (exam results are still next year). i love the idea of dressing up according to themes. plus, the party will be in a small venue so i'm guessing it would be much or less 'exclusive'. hopefully, there won't be an idiot there who'd dare lit up a cigarette! the party organizer turned out to be a classmate in high school so i am expecting lots familiar faces. 

yey!!!!!!!! so excited! 

cheers! 

childhood nostalgia

it was the weirdest thing. i woke up this morning after dreaming of the time when i was 8 and our teacher asked us to showcase our talent. due to the fact that i had the shortest attention span in the family, i never learned any talent to showcase. by the time i was eight, i must have dropped about five summer lessons in arts in favor of day dreaming. 

singing in front of forty people is not among my fondest childhood memory. i managed to shoved the entire experience out of my mind. until we had grade school our reunion last year. i realized i can no longer remember the song. until this morning. 

Basta't maghintay ka lamang

by Ted Ito

baduy na kung baduy!! haha but i'll always have a soft spot for this song! it got me started on singing (much to my family's chagrin) :) 

just a thought

we deserved more than a few smileys, you SOB! we deserved to be wooed. to feel like no other will do. all women do. so take your selfish narcissistic sorry piece of ass off my radar! you, chauvinist pig! 

this is me disappointed.

hell week coming up!

will be doing some overtime hitting the books! and so will my good old reliable coffee maker. 

this was a gift from kuya delon four years ago. we've been through a lot. i remember the  weekends spent at my apartment doing quarterly reports for one b****** boss. or the time when i had to stay home for 3 days straight after blowing off the monthly budget on an antique sewing machine that i never learned how to use. 

meandthiscoffeemakerarethistight.

'he'hashelpedmethroughalotofhell.

ihavenotdoubtthatitwillstaythatwayaslongasitakeextragoodcareofhim!

our relationship is a classic example of mutual symbiosis!

the only thing left to do is pick a name for him (i'll explain in another entry).

cheers!

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

this songs makes me nostalgic. if only all guys can be as poetic and appreciative as bruno mars! men should take lessons from him on how to woo women. i'm sure he'd make divorce and annulment obsolete!

cheers!

epic pathofail

  

no relief came with the puffing. i must reaaaaaally be depressed. a big mac, perhaps?

cheers!

my own brand of morbidness

Noun	1.	morbidness - an abnormally gloomy or unhealthy state of mind; "his fear of being alone verges on morbidity" morbidity cognitive state, state of mind - the state of a person's cognitive processes  i have a feeling my demise would just be from either of these two:

Adenocarcinoma of the Colon

Ulcerative Gastric Adenocarcinoma

								cheers!

F for fickleminded

i've been told to be wary of wishing. because when you wish for something so badly, the universe may just go ahead and give it to you. i got a text today from an ex-boyfriend-almost-boyfriend-again-for-the-nth-time. more chances? i really thought i wanted one. 

from the bottom of my heart, i really really really am sorry. i never meant to lead you on. you see, when i finally decided to let things take its own course, life got in way. i've loved you for so long. and in all those years that you've stayed away, i keep telling myself that fate would find a way to bring us back together. so whatever i felt, i decided to set them aside. just so i could keep breathing. i want you to know that when i did this, i had faith that whatever feelings i had, could withstand anything. i guess its  really true that you could teach your heart to forget. and love again. it may not be in same way as i have loved you. but still, i learned. and i did it without losing myself. as i have lost myself with you. and i think i like love this way. 

truth be told, i had no idea saying no could be so liberating. really. i was at lost for words. even now, i still could not believe at the immensity of the wave of relief that washed over me when i realized that there is nothing that you could say or do that could touch me again. ever.

you are dead to me now. at last. i am in peace.

Olive gets an A in Easy A

i could watch this movie over and over again and never get tired of it. i watched it three times already and it never fails to crack me up. its just like watching reruns of friends. i love emma stone. she delivers just the right amount of sarcasm (minus the arrogance) in the witty dialogues employed althroughout the movie. a delightful addition were Patricia Clarkson and Stanley Tucci who played olive's parents. they made me wish i could be just like them when i have my kids. 

hurraaay to emma stone. and more power! im definitely keeping my eyes on her. i have a feeling that she is the one star to watch in the coming months.

B.o.B - Nothin' On You [feat. Bruno Mars] (Video)

wishing one day, i'd have the courage to believe when someone sings this again.

sacrifices

facebook deactivated. check.

family issues shelved. check. 

lovelife terminated. check.

dear old friends on mute. check.
saturday nights on home cooked noodles. check. 

whats next? 

the sacrifices of medicine. 

would it be worth it? 

i pray so.